ASEAN,, PMR, what BIG words~

I knw rite
Not s'pposed to be here
Promised last post before

Anyway, (sigh)
There's so much in my mind that I feel as if I almost can't focus
So I need to let it all out
Before PMR

If u haven't known already
I got offered to de ASEAN Scholarship
In Singapore
I feel so lost n helpless
Trying to decide whether to fill up de

Form of Acceptance

Or

Form of Rejection

=.=

Slot in --> Anyway, this is so hard
                 Renewing my blog
                 While trying to shield it from my parents :P


I even made a list of pros n cons
A.K.A. Reasons of Why I should Go (Pros) & Reasons of Why I Shouldn't (Cons)
Coincidentally, I got 11 points each =.=
And I became a really good lawyer last night
Debating against myself over & over lats night
+ presenting de points to my parents n ask 'em to give me an answer by tonight :P
Still, they asked for one more day =.=
So be it

I wanna try it out
But then I get scared
I'm certain that I'll get homesick very soon
And I'll miss my family & friends so, so much
+ I won't be able to continue my paino & mental arithmetic lessons
I've got 2 more grades to go for mental arithmetic & that's such a waste!
My piano, I was preparing for Grade 6 next year & i was aiming for distinction~! >_<
One more thing,

"No bond attached to the scholarship."

Sounds interesting?
But if u fail to do well there, ur scholarship will be terminated
U'll be kicked back here
And u'll not wanna live (tatz me :P)
And ur(my) parents will hv to pay for it~!
;(
I'm scared that I might bcum one of those people whose husband n wife = books
No wayy~!
My oppas forever~! :P

Still, looking back
It feels as if it wasn't easy getting it
True enough, I never knew what I did
But I might not be able to do it for a 2nd time

Still, I'm not de most independent of all
In fact, I'm NOT independent at all
And do they have a thing against students who intrude their country, rank n tax?
I'm hell worried.
I can't last in a hell.
I know myself, I'm too soft for that. >_<
And I'll not survive either if sports is wayy important there.
It's not that I'm not willing to try
I simply have NO talent in that, u got it?!

See how torturing it is to debate against myself?!
This is mind vs soul. =.=

Conclusion:
You think I should go?
You sure do.
I still have no idea!
Why don't u go with me instead? <3

We arranged the seats for PMR this morning
My seat is at de last 3rd row, 2nd column from the right
Weird place =.=
And I'm soooo hell far from my girls
At least I'm surrounded by my classmates :)

I'm not having too high hopes for PMR either
I wouldn't wanna freak myself out
I'll keep my thought this way

A mark gained is a mark gained. It's way better than handing in an empty sheet of paper.

See how desperate I am? >_<

One more thing, I did not come from an English-spoken family
And I realized that my English is getting weirder & weirder every day =.=
Shit

Long-list Plans after PMR = Self-centered Talk?

Plans, I have
After PMR
A very long list either
For no reason, I feel like opening it to the public for no reason
In my blog
Here
Maybe I'm just simply full of myself O.O
(Don't mind me, I've OCPD--> Obessessive-Complusive Personality Disorder) =w=

If you're curious of how I came across this sorta psychology problem

I was reading bout OCD, ok?

Still, both are different matters.

OCD is way serious.

And how do I come across OCD, don't ask.

Kiss-mes might know, though...

I just researched on it for fun and found it quite fun. LOL!

So, let's get straight to de point
Here's my super duper long list :P

1. Get 0330 piano sheet.
   Anyone has a copy? I found a tutorial video in YouTube.
   But it's a video. I'm gonna have to copy it. >.<
   
   
2. Brush up my pieces~! (Peace~! ^^)
   Imma aim for distinction this time~!
   
   
3. You know what I wanna do...
   Save pictures of oppa~!
   I've got like 100+ awaiting prefound links >.<
   It's gonna take a super long time
   
   
4. Wanna draw portraits!
   Human figure, of course.
   A close friend asked me to draw 5 for her & I said I'd try.
   I wanna draw de whole U-Kiss (plus Xander n KiBum) de 1st thing :)
   (Thatz a lot for 1st thing >w<)
   I wanna try out JoKwon too, I heard that de 1st one resembled him very much. Surprisingly, I dun knw him.
   Maybe that's how to draw a good portrait. =\
   Do you think there's another way of drawing portraits than sketching, n one that I wouldn't fail too badly? (Painting is not an option =.=)
   
   
5. I dun knw, maybe work?
   Mental arithmetic teacher?
   I knw my teachers are glad to have me back ;P
   
   
6. Aha~!
   Wanna check out all de fan-fics~! =P
   
   
7. Don't mention bout listening to tons of new songs n old songs~ ^_^
   
   
8. Practise touch-typing :)
   
   
9. Hit the bookstore
   And go all shopping lunatic
   Of course
   Get ready to be broke, mum n dad~ :P
   On de other hand, I'm saving your money (sorta)
   It's counted in tax-reducing stuff, isn't it?
   (Mum n dad: Yeah rite, as if u dun exceed it every single year at de very first half of it~!
   Me: =P *runs away*)
   Nt making a list now
   Has not really decided what to buy...
   
   
10. Wants to watch movies~!
    It's arranged in alphabetical order doesn't mean that I simply copied-pasted it from somewhere, ok?
    I arranged that. =.=
    Here's my list, on Korean dramas (only, there's more to come :P ):
    
    • All In
      =) Let's take de risk~! xD
    • Boys Over Flowers
      I'm so rewatching it! =P
    • City Hunter
      ! I wanna, wanna, wanna check it out~!
    • Dream High
      Young people star in it~!
    • Full House
      I never said i wasn't outdated. =P
    • Golden bride
    • Greatest Love
    • Heartstrings
      YongHwa oppa~! Here I come! =D
    • Lie To Me
    • Love Story in Harvard
      Came across it, last year
      Probably gonna go look for it after pmr...
    • My Princess
      I was 6...7? episodes across it?
    • Princess' Man
    • Secret Garden
      I simply have to finish up what I started, right? xD
    • Sparkling
    • The Musical
    • Winter Sonata
      I think I watched it when I was younger
      Still, it's like, de beginning of Korean drama hit
      I've respect for it, so Imma really watch it
    • 49 Days
      It's quite a hit ^_^
      
      
    List on Korean reality show (Talk show kinda thing) :
    
    • All About U-Kiss
    • Chef's Kiss
      U-Kiss again =D
    • Family Outing
    • Hello Baby
      Hahah~! See celebrities get busted up by little toddlers! xD
    • Infinity Challenge
    • Invincible Youth
    • Oh! My School
    • Pops in Seoul
    • Real School
    • Running Man 
    • SJ Foresight
      Newly added =)
    • Star Olympiad
    • Strong Heart
      My 13~!! <3
    • UKISS Vampire
    • Uljjang Shidae
      Kiseop cut...
      Or de whole thing if I manage to find it =)
    • We Got Married
      This is so, so, so sweet
    • You Know U-Kiss
    • 2 days and 1 Night
      This seems quite appealing...
      
      
    Thai Movie:
    Surprised? Me either ;P
    
    • Autumn Destiny!
      Eli~~! xD
      
      
    Short (nawt) list on American movies:
    
    • A Dangerous Method
      I assume there's psychic in it...
    • Bel Almi
      Edward~ xD
    • Black Swan
      Maybe? I'll think twice first...
    • Breaking Dawn~!
      Scream~!! It's releasing in middle November~!!! <3
    • Bridesmaid
    • Captain America
    • Carnage
    • Cars II
    • Contagion
      Will be released in late October
      Edward suffered from that disease. =(
    • Farewell My Queen
    • Fast and Furious
    • Final Destination
    • Fright Night
    • Gossip Girl
    • I Am Number Four
      I's keen~! =D
    • Indiana Jones
    • Jane Eyre
    • Johny English
    • Midnight in Paris
    • Mildred Pierce
    • Monte Carlo
    • No Strings Attached
    • One Day
    • Pirates of the Caribbean
      (from de beginning)
    • Prada to Nada
      Fashion swing~ ^_^
    • Priest
    • Prince & Me
    • Princess Diaries
    • Rise of the Planets of the Apes
    • Sherlock Holmes
    • Slumdog Millionaire
      Yea, I don't believe it either.
      I haven't actually watched last year's hit!
    • Smurfs
    • Spy Kids
    • Sucker Punch
    • Super 8
    • The Debt
    • The Help
    • Thor
    • Transformers
      From de very beginning as well... >_<
    • Water for Elephants
      Edward, again xD
    • We Need to Talk about Kevin
      Kevin, is a nice name
      ;P
    • X-Men
      Wouldn't hurt to check it out, I guess?
    • 127 Hours
      
      
    List on American series (de first thing Imma check out~! ^^)
    
    • America's Next Top Model
      It's gotten to 17 seasons! And I'm deifnitely watching all of 'em :P
    • Beverly Hills 90210
    • Buffy, the Vampire Slayer
      Might as well watch it, not planning to read it or anything...
    • Charmed
      I can't believe that I found it~! =D
    • Desperate Housewives
      Outdated... >.<
    • Glee
    • Gossip Girls
    • Hannah Montana
      100 episodes~! I guess it doesn't hurt to watch...
    • Hellcats
      Sharpay~! ;D
    • Law and Order
      I caught a glimpse at few episodes before
      Not bad ^^ 
    • Lizzie McGuire
      Doesn't sound hazardous...pfft~
    • Make It or Break It
    • Pretty Little Liars
      I'm already halfway on it~! =D
    • Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
      Doesn't hurt to watch either...
    • Sex and the City
      I don't care what you think =.=
    • Supernatural
      Sounds awesome~! =D
    • Talent
    • The Big Bang Theory
      I dun knw, but it's a hit
    • The Lying Game
    • The Nine Lives of Chloe King
      This sounds great too~! =D
    • The Office
      It's quite popular, I think. =)
    • The Secret Circle
      Magic~! I wonder if it's gonna be like Charmed/Harry Potter sorta thing =)
    • The Secret Life of American Teenager
    • Vampire Diaries
    • Ugly Betty
      See how outdated I am?
      It's not even showing anymore. =w=
    • 10 Things I Hate About You
    • 16 and Pregnant
      Again, I dun care what you think about me, ok? =.=
    • Teen Mom & Teen Mom 2
      Consequence of 16 and Pregnant

That's it? You can't believe it right?
Me neither, maybe I've not really made up my mind yet, LOL
I'll...think of what else I wanna do
This is a flexible list anyway (juz like my studies is xD)

Conclusion:
My movie list is damn long, Imma spend like 80% of my holidays on it =.=

(sigh)
18 days before PMR, not a too scary number yet, izit?
So, after de Logo's Hope stuff, this is probably de laz update before pmr

Good luck everyone~! =D
Wish me luck too~ ;)

Logo's Hope

Went to the Logo's Hope this morning with mum and sis.
Arrived there by 20 to 9
My mum started out early and used the highway route
Telling me that she wasn't sure where the ship actually is =_=

So, there were like
Crowds + crowds + crowds 
everywhere

We were showed  a 2-minute video before going in
Weird people kept on looking at me as they passed by >_<
Standing there picking books is no crime, ok?
I still don't know why
Maybe there's like too many books in my basket?
(7 isn't 'too many' to me...)
Anyway, in de end
I only picked 4
I've taste, dun u question it! :P

Suspicious Minds
In this smart and suspenseful sequel to Hazardous Duty, crime-scene cleaner Gabby St, Claire finds herself stuck doing mold remediation to pay over the bills. But her first day on the job, she uncovers a surprise in the crawl space of a dilapidated home: Elvis, dead as a doornail and still wearing his blue suede shoes. How could she possibly keep her nose out of a case like this?


Elvis turns out to be Darnell Evans, a down-on-his-luck impersonate whose luck just got a lot worse. When his widow begs her to help, Gabby takes on the case of who-killed-the-King. In the meantime her would-be rival, Chad Davis, is turning into one hunka hunka burnin' love and starting to dish out some serious TLC, which is the last thing Gabby needs right now.


Realizing the futility of running from God and from her responsibilities, Gabby decided to reconsider her priorities. But when the ersatz Elvis's killer catches on to her investigation, will she survive long enough to be able to?

~Not what I usually read, but I'm kinda sick of the things I usaully read.

Spice is the variety of life.

  You know? ;P

A Slender Thread
Abandoned by a mother who chose to follow the lure of fame, the five Mitchell sisters were raised under the loving hand of their grandmother in the quaint forming community of Council Grove, Kansas. But when independence beckoned, the desire to create a future apart from the shadow of their mother caused them to go their separate ways.


As the eldest of five, Ashley always felt a certain obligation to set an example. Her focus has been to create a family -- one that would reveal the inadequacies of her own mother in every way. But under her surface of her carefully maintained existence, trouble brews...

Controlled by the demands of her modeling career, Brook yearns for both freedom and security. And Connie has continually isolated herself from the close bonds her sisters share. Lost in her fears and her driving desire for acceptance, she knows the choices she made may haunt her......

Family thing, that's what I usually read, more or less
But this isn't too cliche, I think :)

SummerHill Secrets
Join Merry Hanson, a very modern fifteen-year-old living in Pennsylvania's Amish country, as she faces the true-to-life struggles and heartfelt triumphs of growing up to be the best she can be in God's eyes.

~I'm assuming this is a perfectionist-based book. ;P

Swinging On A Star
Bella Rossi's life is nearing perfection. Not only does she have the perfect guy, but she's also running a successful wedding-planning business and is about to plan its most ambitious wedding yet -- a Renaissance-themed fairy tale come true, complete with period costumes and foods, horse-drawn carriages, and even a castle. There's only one hitch. The best man just happens to be Hollywood's hottest and most eligible bachelor, and he's showing an interest in Bella. Oh, and did we mention he's staying at her house to avoid the paparazzi?


With all the pressure surrounding this wedding, Bella's not sure she's going to make it through. Add her starstruck sister and her feuding aunt and uncle, and you've got a recipe for disaster -- a lot of laughs.

~Perfection, Hollywood, wedding planner
  Need I say more?

One more thing, are de people there too fat or what?!
I kept on 'squeezing' myself into my 'core'~!
Still, people walking by are still banging into me =.=
CAN THEY EVEN WALK SIDEWAYS LIKE I DO?!
PISSED~!

Seriously, it wasn't a too-pleasant trip, but it's worth it =)
I went for lunch at McDonald's with my mum n sis later
Today, is an unhealthy day
How long do i have to starve to lose de calories I ate today? ;(

Anyway, for those who has not yet checked it out, you should.
9 more days~!
(This is sooner than pmr xD)

偷闲之际......有好多话说;P

昨天晚上大骂我妹一顿
弄乱客厅叫她收拾又叫不动
歇斯底里喊了一顿，还是自己动手了=.=
顺手把餐桌也收拾了
我，真的有洁癖吗？
很正常很不是吗？=.=
话说回来，我以前也不是这样的…

早上上课时发现我的science... =.=
finish得七七八八鸟=.=
很不开心噢！=((
这几天发现读过的东西都近乎没有救了T^T
是时候读书了没有错
咳…

说实话，今天还没做功课（应该没有吧？厚？）

好了，是该走了，拜拜~！

（下面写的东西是事先打稿了的=P）

拿到专辑了
不是说过不要十元，要东海的吗?
结果真的给我来个十元的
放学时去拿的，那里有一张神童，两张艺声，一张看不见=.=
就赌赌选了“看不见”xD
结果就是十元
本来在车上很失落，不过在短短的二十分钟里学习喜欢上^^
其实也没那么糟糕啦，看着也觉得其实还不赖

 弹钢琴也不好好弹，还在偷懒？！;P

里面也儿童不宜=.=LOL

整张专辑的价值在于此…

Ta-da~! =D
本小姐站在高处与亲爱的手机冒着生命危险拍的哟~！

只有一种念头萌生：我要画画~！

等着吧~！PMR之后:)

话说回来，这张专辑怎么给老妈看嘛？=\

Btw, 昨晚临睡前算了总分，=P

结果今天就一面上课一面算了

刚好破千噢~！

中学以来只破千过一次，两年前的事了

挺开心的=)

假期期间拍的，omma想拍但没让她
表遗憾啦xD
这就po上来=P

 不太像我，不是吗？=）

还可以吗？呵…

Stay Forever Young @ Neverland ^_^

Good afternoon :)
Itz de 1st of Spetember already
How time flies :(

Slept late again laz nite...this morning
at 2am =w=
Been trending on #UKISSNEVERLAND
And watch Neverland full mv first-hand

Watch this!

Juz in case u wanna download de full album

Here's a link

Which I downloaded from 12hours ago xD

Site to download Neverland full album

(Click on link above)

Oh, one more thing

Hear de music streaming now?

One of de songs from de album

You can pre-listen it here first before deciding if you wanna download it :)

Btw, Kevin doesn't encourage it

But, well... >.<

Buy de album if you can... (though u probably won't)

And, for one, I do not qualify to advice u that

'Cuz I probably won't as well >.<

 Practically, nothing is whut I've done for de whole holidays =.=

So, Imma really start working today

(Actually, I did yesterday, but not as much >.<)

So, yea, tatz all for now?

Oh, btw, for de record, I didn't hv any breakfast this morning

Weird, not hungry

Maybe too much Neverland fills hunger? xD (Yea rite, u wish! :P)

N also, I changed my template again

So nw itz GO GREEN

Duh~

No idea of what happened to me...

Will update soon.

Buh-bye~

And...

STAY YOUNG~! =D

(my new favorite quote ;P)