Don't Fail My Plan, Mr.Weather

Is planning 2 go 2 Botanical Garden with Lil Yellow =D
Lil Yellow? My cute puppy/friend/5000-dollar maid (she said she wanna be my that in de future ^_~) =P
But de sky seems kinda gloomy right now =.=
So, I'm here
At home
Typing furiously (this is call speed-blogging =P)
While listening to Love Bye Love ♥
Yes, 5-people TVXQ!
What sweet voices ;(
Can't even win MAMA when they're separated!
Damn SM! /A\

So, my Lil Yellow is picking me up half an hour later
Hope it doesn't rain

And I'm watching Arthur Christmas tonight
Thanks to my sis
Why am I tagging along?
Oh well, I simply love stepping into shopping malls & cinemas
Don't blame me =P

On de other hand, if it rains later, then I guess I might as well do other stuff
Read more fan-fics?
*shakes head*
No way~
Do some homework, I guess
It's been such a long time, wonder if I still know how to use a pencil =D
Speaking of which, I need to play de piano =|
Gah~

Let's just concentrate on de song 1st
NO WORRIES~ =D
(I was never one to be too bubbly =P)

Pretty Dream

I was already rolling on my sheets at 11.30 last night >_<
And of course, I couldn't fall asleep
I thought it's gonna be a long night

But I guess not
I fell asleep without knowing it
And I had this pretty dream

There was this somewhat simple wedding
In my memory, it seems like...a school? Or a hall for performance kinda things
There're so many rooms, it felt like...classrooms or dressing rooms
(I know, BIG difference =.=)

I've no idea of how this get messed up
But, not the point

The bride is so pretty
And it was me...
Though 'she' doesn't quite look alike me .________.

Don't ask me who de groom was
He looked nothing like anyone I know O_O
But I remembered girls screaming at him(?)
Instincts tell me he's a celebrity, LOL
The celebrity which I'm his fangirl :)
(Okay, so I know him, but not in that way =P)

See how pretty de dream was? =D

It's a dream, not a daydream
Don't shatter it for me =P

And don't get me wrong, I'm not desperate for marriage or anything
Like I said, just a dream
I probably read too many fanfics lately >_<

End of Nightmares, I'm Glad that I'm Living

Oh hey, I'm back!Back from my nightmares! =D

De chess league is so over
And I'm so over as well! =P
I must be de worst checkmater ever x)
Don't blame me, it's a sort of fear disorder =.= (tsk...excuses, excuses!)

And I just moved, on Friday
In my new home now, yes, it's much prettier than de old one that's almost a rubbish site
Just kidding, not as bad.
Okay, not de point, just glad that I'm here, okayy?
And I'm using Internet Explorer, on my new comp.
But I can't type Mandarine >_<

So, I had a nightmare on my last night in my old home, on my old bed
My sis was sleeping with me
And she kept on kicking me =.=
Bust you
My defence? I threw her leg away all night long =P

I had this scary dream
It would have sound so much live-er if I'm using Mandarine
But you know

I dramnt of death...
It's like my parents know, and I know
De day before that, I saw a few of my friends, and I wanted to tell 'em
Tell 'em
I wanna cry
I wanna hug 'em
But I didn't
Cuz my parents are there
And I don't wanna make 'em sadder than they already are, though they didn't show it
And de next morning, that was de scariest part
It's like...my parents wanna bring me to...view my coffin or smtg
It's scary
I forgot de last part before I woke up
But I think I was supposed to go inside, alive

And I woke up, scared that it's real
All in my thought was
I've come a long way
But I never see it myself
I've never been grateful of how much I have
Had always yearn for more
Death, if there's another life
What if I'm someone...I don't know, so much worse than I am right now?

Whatever, thinking back
De dream wasn't so bad actually
Maybe God wants me to learn to be thankful or something?
And see myself as someone special?
I love myself now, and I love life. =)

Oh, and I never do believe that dreams actually signifies anything
So, if you do and you think it's meant to be an omen or something
Well then, keep it to yourself =P

让我抱怨…一下下，就好

生气了

刚才去了趟新家，想练钢琴的

知道是自己的错，之前都无关紧要似的

是急了，因为明天就是

帮爸油漆橱门，然后才刚开始弹

妈就叫我调小声，能多小声就多小声

说什么听说隔壁的孩子是做晚班的，白天要睡觉

什么？！搬过去挑个这么样的邻居背景？！

那我不就一辈子都不能好好地弹了？！

索性不弹了，然后走掉

自己走回来旧家了

算，反正钢琴课是表现不好用的也是他们的钱

对不起，不知道吗？

我就是这么个不能迁就他人的人，知道不是任何人的错，可是还是无法

父母还指望我日后向邻居打招呼吧？

不知道呢，或许会，或许不会

说了，知道不是他的错，可是还是不想了

觉得我这副德性是被宠坏的关系吗？

不知道，不在意，我喜欢  =P

再看的你，就体谅我的孩子气、我的蛮横不讲理，哼？

Confessions for December after a night in ‘Korea’

Yo!

Good morning world, RISE & SHINE! =D

Slept in late this morning

Woke up near 10 o’clock =P

Looked around and felt like I slept in Korea ^^

Thanks to de moving house thingie, I’ve to sleep on de floor =.=

With a mattress, of course

A queen-sized one

And I slept, right in de middle =P

Realized that this might be one of my last nights to sleep on one

My new home?

I’ll be sleeping in a single bunk =(

No more space to roll around!! T^T (not that I do anyway xD)

Playing Sims Social

Ooh~Now they’re getting ready for Christmas!

How exciting! =D

Anyways, it’s a new December

I’m getting all jumpy

Cuz I haven’t even sorted out my tuition

BM, decided

BC, I know de place

My Chem, Physics, Math & Add are all a mess! =(

And shud I take acc?

Anthony crashes with my sports practice which is 12 times a year & English tuition!

Can’t change my sports house, so shud I pick Anthony or English? =|

And I don’ think I’m going dancing anytime soon ;(

Been talking bout that for years!! How sad!

And I’m starting my mental arithmetic again

Aaaahhhh!!!

I simply need to stay on top, don’t I?

Ah, and I’m getting all jumpy

Cuz I’d had a break from my piano lesson for 2 weeks

But haven’t been practicing much D=

I feel bad…

And I’ve a chess tournament this weekend

Which, I don’t have faith in it =|

And it’s teamwork!

Gosh!

That’s all I can write

I need to help my parents with the new house later on =(

Jumpy, jumpy December! =|

You better love me!

Or I’ll…we’ll see =P