Oh hey, I'm back!Back from my nightmares! =D
De chess league is so over
And I'm so over as well! =P
I must be de worst checkmater ever x)
Don't blame me, it's a sort of fear disorder =.= (tsk...excuses, excuses!)
And I just moved, on Friday
In my new home now, yes, it's much prettier than de old one that's almost a rubbish site
Just kidding, not as bad.
Okay, not de point, just glad that I'm here, okayy?
And I'm using Internet Explorer, on my new comp.
But I can't type Mandarine >_<
So, I had a nightmare on my last night in my old home, on my old bed
My sis was sleeping with me
And she kept on kicking me =.=
Bust you
My defence? I threw her leg away all night long =P
I had this scary dream
It would have sound so much live-er if I'm using Mandarine
But you know
I dramnt of death...
It's like my parents know, and I know
De day before that, I saw a few of my friends, and I wanted to tell 'em
Tell 'em
I wanna cry
I wanna hug 'em
But I didn't
Cuz my parents are there
And I don't wanna make 'em sadder than they already are, though they didn't show it
And de next morning, that was de scariest part
It's like...my parents wanna bring me to...view my coffin or smtg
It's scary
I forgot de last part before I woke up
But I think I was supposed to go inside, alive
And I woke up, scared that it's real
All in my thought was
I've come a long way
But I never see it myself
I've never been grateful of how much I have
Had always yearn for more
Death, if there's another life
What if I'm someone...I don't know, so much worse than I am right now?
Whatever, thinking back
De dream wasn't so bad actually
Maybe God wants me to learn to be thankful or something?
And see myself as someone special?
I love myself now, and I love life. =)
Oh, and I never do believe that dreams actually signifies anything
So, if you do and you think it's meant to be an omen or something
Well then, keep it to yourself =P
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